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How deeply buried weird stuff we never see affects us (and what can happen when we finally do see it)

... bumble-bee resting amid sweet scented Belladonna lilies ...

This year I've taken space to go deeper down the rabbit hole of my flawed consciousness, scraping, nay bulldozing through rotten foundations such as 'Your hand or your life (the money or the bag)' and 'The penalty for success is far too high' and other buried weird wonders ...

Wednesday, March 16, 2016/Author: maddy schafer/Number of views (1531)/Comments ()/ Article rating: No rating
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How to find your way when you’re abundantly lost in space

... cloud and contrast at dusk over Newlands, Wellington ... image ...

At the end of March everyone and everything went away and I found myself feeling strangely forsaken and deeply frustrated. Then my body threw a curve-ball which knocked me further into outer space ... and deep confusion. All of which allows me to offer a tool you can use to help navigate your own scary mirror mazes, to connect with your peace and clarity again.

Monday, April 20, 2015/Author: maddy schafer/Number of views (2490)/Comments ()/ Article rating: No rating

Three entities, two split dimensions ... and a partridge in a pear tree!

... a moment of stillness dangles in water droplets on dried flax leaves ... image ...

Well actually the line should finish 'a big bolt out of the blue'. But I thought you'd miss the reference to the Christmas song which stands hands on hips and mocks when life keeps arriving, hand over fist, flowing and flooding faster than I can adapt and run to keep up. Or not. Along with the rough and tumble of my last few weeks in the 'river', we offer you a simple explanation of how to gently and safely resolve entity issues, based on our experience...

Thursday, March 19, 2015/Author: maddy schafer/Number of views (2529)/Comments ()/ Article rating: No rating

On singing planets and the terror of failed (interspecies) communication

Was it only a month ago I began walking the path to a completely different life? I've made progress for sure.

Along the way I've been co-creating deep remembrances and healings and challenging experiences. I am grateful, better now than later ... the resonance between my experiences here and the multitudes of my other lives continues to shake me and shape me, and sometimes I find it hard to know which one is 'now' ...

Sunday, March 30, 2014/Author: maddy schafer/Number of views (1517)/Comments ()/ Article rating: 5.0

So much for a huge decision and 12 year commitments ending - now what?

January is always a time of deep shifts and change but this year it has been super-charged. Many things completed at the end of 2013 and space opened up in my life for new wonders, along with a challenge from Me to me ... 

Tuesday, January 28, 2014/Author: maddy schafer/Number of views (2628)/Comments ()/ Article rating: No rating

Hey inside-out Universe, I'm a duck!

one of the first images I took with my new DSLR camera - autumn Nerines in my circle garden

... figuratively speaking, I assure you! This month has been a mish-mash of many small and wonderful things, not the least of which is the first set of images from my pre-loved DSLR camera. Enter my kaleidoscope and be dazzled ...

Saturday, May 25, 2013/Author: maddy schafer/Number of views (20558)/Comments ()/ Article rating: No rating

Excuse me ensyth, you did WHAT??

office block reflections 14 floors up

Just when I think I know who I am ensyth change the rules ... again.

 

Saturday, April 27, 2013/Author: maddy schafer/Number of views (2886)/Comments ()/ Article rating: No rating

Forget abundance, enough is enough!

Seabirds, light and water on an incredibly beautiful Wellington summer evening.

What a relief to release the old idea of over-the-top abundance! I can't explain how much that's niggled at me over the years. It's completely upside-down compared to how things work within any functional collective, and the more I remember who I am and where I come from, the easier it becomes to shift into the collective way of doing and being ...

Saturday, March 30, 2013/Author: maddy schafer/Number of views (1451)/Comments ()/ Article rating: No rating

An ordinary miracle - I'm standing up

... me ... ensyth-maddy ...

ensyth step back, and now I must stand in my own mastery instead of in their shadow. It's strange here in the silence, but powerful.

Friday, July 20, 2012/Author: maddy schafer/Number of views (1189)/Comments ()/ Article rating: No rating

How we set up our puzzle here and how you help us solve it

... the Peace Garden at Wellington Botanical Gardens ...

Imagine you're from another plane of existence and you've never been on Earth before, and you want to come to Earth to take a different approach to solving an unsolvable problem.

How do you set it up so all the pieces of the puzzle are in place, and how do you 'stack your bets' so you're most likely to solve the puzzle rather than getting lost in it?

And when you start to solve the puzzle, how do you go about healing yourself as you go along?

Wednesday, June 6, 2012/Author: maddy schafer/Number of views (1243)/Comments ()/ Article rating: No rating
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